Saturday, April 30, 2005
Think my dears will be shocked to c this title...i din start off the whole day well 2dae....i recieved a msg frm my sy dear...n got a shock...tried calling her after i saw her msg...bt she din picked up...den call cw dear...she aso neva picked up...so i was like oh no...panicked 4 a while wehn cw returned my call...i told her wat happend n she called sy n managed to get her...n told me sy waill call me ltr...bt in the end i only msg her cos we both nt free to tok....timings couldn't match...bt sy dear.....jiayou jiayou!!! dun give up...u r nt NON-EXISTENCE....definitely...we will support you!!!
bt tt's not the only thing which upsets me....i had training 2dae....it was soooooo hot n i din played well.....n training is frm 3pm to 10pm...bt i still managed to win my 1st game....the most horrible thing was in the 2nd game....i lost veri veri badly.....i was trying my best to play well bt my partner is nt helping me veri much...i think she's nt in the mood to play n anyhw play...n she was telling me she was practising her heavy shots where all bowls ended up nowhere bt in the ditch...n sometimes even hit our own bowls away where we will dwn by even more shots...sighs...wat can i say?she was saying dun be so serious...jus have fun n enjoy the game...but i was like HUH?playing anyhow n nt seriously i wouldn't c it as enjoying...n when u wana enjoy the game...all the more u shld play well n nt lose by thhhhhis muuuchhhhh!!!! And tt's nt the only thing....den another player came n ask me after the game hw's my game n why we lost so badly....i jus answered her...den ed says i answered well cos she trying to find reason to kick my partner out of the national squad...sry my dears...noe u all wun realli understand wat i'm toking abt....in simple terms. it means POLITICS!!!!why is there POLITICS everywhere i go?????? i realli seriously hate this...every word nw i says to anybody must think it thru n thru so nt to hai anyone....who can i trust nw?????everyone is plotting against each other...they r TOATLLY not UNITED at ALL!!!!how to win medals 4 s'pore liddat?i dun wan to grow up...although is part of the growing up process where u learn to deal with things n face it...bt i think humans realli create problems 4 themsleves....the most dangerous animal is the world actualli is HUMANS themsleves....can be so self-centred n selfish...keep thinking urself is the best n u can win anybody....if this is c by any of the pple...i'll be condemned...bt i realli need to vent my frustrations!!! i realli realli hate POLITICS!!!
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Friday, April 29, 2005
Last nite was great...cos i met cheryl baby 4 dinner...we met after work at 6.30pm...she said she will come down to plaza 1 to meet...den at 6.30pm, i went dwn to meet her, i din c her ard where usually i'll c her there waiting...so 4 a moment i was thinking maybe she has forgotten abt our date n had went home herself...so i quickly called her bt she din picked up...that make me believe even more tt she realli 4got...i was panicking den when i saw her walking with her collegue...sighs...gave me a fright...she jus din pick my phone calls...n she said i was silly cos i tot she would 4ge abt our date..den we wanted to walk to caltex 4 to eat subway 4 dinner...den as pass the open space in front of the raffles mrt, we saw 2 guys perfoming..they were singing realli nice songs n playing guitar at the same time....they sang realli well....even betta than some of the pop singers out there...i would prefer them den sly n taufik...i dun realli like the s'pore idols...the music was so soothing n nice...everyone was there listening...we were like wondering wat's the occasion...i even record part of the song on my hp (actualli is dear's...bt nw is mine le...haha)...but den i do not wish to go hm late so i said we betta get going...so we went 2 subway n share a footlong meal...n the service from the ger is realli bad...n we were quite pissed off but nevertheless we still enjoy the meal...haha...of cos is 10 bucks loh...
Den after dinner, i tot of going home le...cos dun wish to go hm late bt cheryl baby sais she waa walk ard..so i pei her 4 a while n she bought a nice necklace 4 oni 4 bucks inclusive of pendant...quite nice...i aso wan bt no money at tt time...spent all on food....(hey, i din alot okies...is jus tt i brought oni 8 bucks n both lunch n dinner is so ex...)den i was mentioning abt buying mother's day present den she say she wana buy a shawl 4 her mum...ask me accompany her...bt the place where is selling is at esplanade...den i was like oh my gosh! bt in the end i still walk with her when both of us dunno the way to esplanade at all frm my plaza 1...so hw did we get there?we realli jus anyhow walked loh...we walked past fullerton hotel and even jay walked...cheryl baby was screaming all the way when we were jay walking....she was like arghhhhhh...i dun wan to die so early...sighs...make me so nervous too....den we chanced upon this realli romantic place after we jay walked...is realli romantic n nice n quiet...is a place where there's river n soothing lightings...we were so surpised to find such a place...is realli a great place 4 dates n to pak tok...so my darlings gals, maybe u all can go there to pak tok nxt time...dun need always go twn...haha...come ask me if u wana noe...i'll teach u all hw to walk..abit far bt my dear sy n cw like to walk rite?haha....den we keep trying to find our way n came to a dead end...where in front is the river le...luckily we din jump...haha...is nt in the movies...where there is "i jump, u jump"....haha...bt eventually we still managed to find our way n took some pics along the way...haha...even though still like *blur blur*...anyhw walk kind...bt i'm proud of myslef where i still found my way...hee...=)...so guys...pls dun say i have bad direction sense...=p..
Finally we found the stall selling the shawl...actualli is a push cart sort of thing...n the shawls tt they are selling r realli nice n surprisingly is oni 10 bucks where all other things sold r so damn ex...one bag which is realli nice n unique costs 35 bucks...n some realli nice watches (which the salesgirl said is imported frm japan...bt hw we noe?) costs 100 over bucks...sighs...no $ lahz....den after tt we finally make our way hm where we abit lost our way when we trying to figure out hw 2 walk to my bus stop to take bus...bt eventually took mrt home...haha...can't find it n is too far...okies...shall end here...my dears will think i'm so loooooooong winded again.....haha....=p..can't blame me...my character...well all my dears shld noe by nw....=p
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hey! This is my first blog n first entry ever!!! my dears, aren't u surprised that i actually will be hardworking enuff to have a blog??haha...actually, i dunno hw well i'll be maintaining it...but anyways, who cares?if my darlings are free n wana noe wat's happening to me, u can check my blog from time to time...but no promises tho...oops...dear still even splashed me cold water when i say i wana have a blog...but neva mind...i shall prove it to u that i can do it!!! yay!!!
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But back to my topic...2dae is realli a tired or i would say an exhausting day...i've been making calls the whole day n w/o alex (my collegue) helping me as he has road show 2dae..is realli tiring...i feel like i'm a robot...asking the same things over n over again...but i stole some time to do this blog thingy...hehehe...although is tiring, but i'm actualli quite happy that 2dae is finally fri le!!! dear is finally booking out tmr...bt sighs....cos i still dun get to c him till sun...bt neva mind...cos i get to spend 2 days with him...sun n mon....hurray!!! why are we like going back to the olden days?like always looking 4ward to wkends n always waiting 4 ur "guy" to come home...like in olden days when there is war....haha...rite?darlings, do u all agree?we 3 gers are all in the same boat...haax....but anyways, i'm meeting cheryl baby 4 dinner 2nite...been meeting her more often le since she working in my area too...do agree that her present job is a blessing in disguise...n my cheryl baby seems to hve grow up alots le...okay okay...i noe...me as naggy as ever...this shld be tooooo long 4 a 1st entry...haha....
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