Friday, May 27, 2005
hurray!! Finally changed my blogskin!! issit nice? Been encountering problems..and finally is fixed...i must thank chiu wah dear and shi yun dear for helping me..=)
Well....finally is fri le....hope to see deardear soon....but anyways...i'm leaving on mon morning...i must reach Novena car park by 9am...*sobs*
very early leh!!! and my mum is not sending me off...=(
She asked me to go on my own by cab...i also coming back on my own by cab...*sobs*
But anyways...i'm returning on 6 june...
aCtually, i'm qUite l00king forWard to it...will updAte when i'm back...
tAke Cares all my dears...msg me if you wan...no xtra cost involved i think....it shld be counted towards your free sms limit...hee..=)
5:56 pm
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
It was a long weekend...But i'm too lazy to put in post by post...so i'm gonna summarise everything...
I really enjoyed myself during this long weekend...i get to see deardear everyday for this weekend...we went out and spent quite of lot $..lol...we watched a movie - House of Wax..ya...this show was sometime ago le...but there was no other shows...Star Wars 3 was selling fast...so that's the only choice...and now watching a movie during weekends cost $9.50!
It is soooooo expensive! I think next time we should think of other activities to do instead of watching movies...so maybe watching movies will be cancelled out from "date list"...lol...tt's for sat...
On sun, we went army market to get stuff for dear's field camp and we went east coast to roller blade...hee hee...the last time which was also my 1st time was during Cedar's PE lesson...so sun was my 2nd time...I dun really noe hw to roller blade...and it had been a long time since dear blade..so actually we were hesitating whether we shld or not...but in any case...in the end we did...At most we made a fool out of ourselves...hahaha...just for ur info....
dear was wearing jeans and i was wearing denim skirt....lol...we were like a weird couple there....haha..cos no one is wearing denim skirt nor jeans to beach not to mention to roller blade....but we really had fun....but i fell down once..haha...quite a bad fall...but nobody sees it..*i hope*...
We din do much on mon...there was lawn bowls....and was short day..cos deardear booking in le...so he gotta reach hm by 5pm to prepare and pack his stuff...*sobz*
He's having his field camp 2dae....and for the next 4 days....i wun hear from him...no phone calls...no smses....nothing...*sobz sobz*....i'm so pampered by him le...he will call me every nite....and his phone calls everynite is a motivation for me for the day....now w/o his phone calls...i jus feel so blah.....haiz...i jus have to be patient....patience is always a virtue....
I hope deardear will be fine...he's still having his cough....so i pray that the weather will not be bad over there....pls let him recover...and not to get worsened by the field camp...
To all my dearies...jus to inform u that i'm going KL for my Asia Bowls nxt mon...but i have not been training hard enough...oops...jus hope that i wun be thrash like crazy....wish me luck....lol...
1:47 pm
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Whenever i made a mistake at work, i'll feel terrible....my in-charge will talk to me in a serious tone and serious expression...Sometimes really get me scared and worried...i know making mistakes is part and parcel of life...and is good to make mistakes in the sense that u can learn from ur own mistakes and not to make them again...but i jus feel terrible and hate it...seems like bank has a lot of policy and secrecy..i can't disclose them...but i admit i do not really know how to deal with customers well enough...I'm still learning...I'm still not sure at certain times about certain things,,,or maybe I'm just too rigid?I'm too timid?i dunno...but 2dae i made a mistake...and I'm feeling terrible now...i envy Alex...cos he can jus say "den too bad lah"...He can be so nonchalant about it...it seems like nothing in the world daunts him...am i really tt timid?not daring enough to take challenges...i noe by afternoon i'll forget abt it...and i'll work as usual...of cos whenever u made a mistake, u must amend it...i'll amend it...but nxt wk...why nxt wk?not because i'm afraid...but is only possible to amend nxt wk so not to incur customer's wrath...if i call too soon...she will suspect smth wrong...is hard to explain clearly...i think i jus need to vent my frustrations abit...actually, after blogging...i felt much betta...
Candy Lai Qiu yi shall always strive to be "Don't Worry Be Happy"!!
It has always been my motto of life...
10:41 am
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Today I went to my ex-collegue's hse together with my in-charge and alex....cos she just gave birth to a baby girl last month...so is nearing full month...so we just went to visit her....her baby was beautiful and her hse was great....great location...at hougang...and very spacious...so quite easy to tidy up...i just felt tt taking care of a baby is really not easy...esp when the baby is still so young....she will cry and throw tantrums....she still do not hw to speak...so u wouldn't know what she wans....i really think being a mother and esp a good mother is definitely not an easy task....u really must have alot of patience and u dun really get to slp at nite....So i can understand why some mothers have post natal depression....husband really have to be very caring and loving..and even more understanding...so pls dun have a baby until u r ready....
2:35 pm
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Finally....2dae is the long awaited sunday!!!! i'm seeing him 2dae.....i was practically over the moon! I'm meeting him at 11 plus....he needed to buy watch to bring into camp...and i needed to buy one more white skirt for my asia bowls....so we decided to go suntec.....we went to nydc to have our lunch....recently, i dun seem to eat alot...my appetitie seems to have decreased....even dear and cheryl baby says that i seem to lose weight le....haha...so happy....becos dear have royal sporting house vouchers....so my skirt is free...haha....saved quite alot of $$$....this kind of sports skirt is usually 5o bucks...veri ex....but i managed to find one nice white skirt with blue lining at the side from reebok at 35 bucks...so is considered a gd buy....my previous two white skirts are from fila....the 1st one was bought at a fila sale...so is like 20 smth....den the 2nd one was 50 bucks....there wasn't any sale...veri ex...* heartbreak*...but luckily i'm working nw...or else i'm realli broke le....this job basically is like financing my overseas trips...lol....Den we went to find his watch....we went city chain..and he found the addidas digital watch....is quite nice and there's 10% discount....so is ard 85 bucks...there goes his army allowance....haha..cos he was enlisted in 22nd april...so he din get full mth allowance...we din do much actually...we went twn to return bks...den go hm le....sighs....the time with him always seems so short...haiz......i'm nw pining for the nxt wkend le...hoping it will be a long wkend.....as he may need to book in early.....
11:57 pm
Thursday, May 12, 2005
.....I'm really touched by the support tt all my dears have given me.....I guess I'm going for asia bowls....thank you so much my dears!.....
Dear.....I miss u soooooo much......why is sun coming so slowly?.....
1:46 pm
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
I have decided not to blog too often....cos it seems like when I tok to my dearies...We will go like "have you read my blog?u go read my blog when u free...den u will noe xxx and xxxx"...den it seems like no point toking to each other...cos when u read each other's blog, u will noe everything...making conversations sometimes redundant....there's nothing much to catch up about....cos u noe everything...Although not exactly..So I have decided to blog only abt certain things or major events tt's happening to me....Although I noe the purpose of blogging is like writing a diary,,,keeping pple updated of urself n happenings...However, it seems like I get to tok to shiyun n chiu wah dear quite often this days....as compared to the past.....so I shall not spoil the "excitement" and "surprise" when we meet or chat on the phone....But i aso noe my other dearies will aso read my blog which i dun tok to them often....so i'll try to use my blog to update them abt my life...i noe i always c ming li and hui shan dear during trainings...but we dun always get to tok to each other abt much things...so this is where my blog serves its purpose...cheryl baby n dear aso can read my blog whenever they have time to noe some things abt me....of cos my blog will aso be a place where i vent all my frustrations...lol...=p....oops..so all my dearies who are reading my blog will kana my frustrations...haha....
But, nw i wana share smth with all my dearies....i have been selected to go to Asia Bowls together with my ming li n hui shan dear....of cos not forgetting the guys...which includes melvin (definitely not cw's dear) and edmund (hui shan's dear..lol)....i got to know abt it last nite during training....and i was hesitating whether to go or not...maybe u will like huh?wat's there to think abt?is a great chance to represent s'pore...bt i realli dunno...i aso wonder why am i not super excited?why am i hesitating?i don't deny one of the reasons is that i would not get to see dear for the wkend...where wkend seems like so precious nw....another reason being my job...i'm so afraid i'll get sacked if i go...and will be jobless 4 a mth after i come back...some may say tt is only a mth n anyways sch is starting soon...so y bother?BUT....nt working 4 one mth is NO INCOME...one mth = ONE THOUSAND PLUS DOLLARS!!!! so i aso dun wan to risk it....my mum aso seems to be reluctant abt it....i noe these reasons seem insufficient..but i haf to take into consideration...
Den 2dae i asked my in-charge abt it...she's willing to let me go n my mum aso relented...nw is on my part...hw i wish i have dear with me to discuss abt it...whenever i have decisions to make n i really cannot make up my mind...dear will help me with it...but nw its so difficult to tok to him...in addition that one of the considerations is dear...i haf to reply by thur....wat all my dears think?shld i go or not?seriously, all my team mates like ming li n huishan dear n edmund has veri strong fighting spirit....i'm quite moved by it...bt i'm still in the midst of consideration....will blog again to tell u my decision ba...
1:19 pm
Monday, May 09, 2005
i'm sick 2dae....din go to work...well...actually i was having some of the signs on fri le....guess everything jus blew up last nite....and in the morning when i woke up...i jus felt blah....feeling terrible....so i felt tt i shouldn't go to work and should rest at hm...or else if i can't get well soon...i'll have to suffer for the rest of the week le....bt is not any serious kind of thing...is jus those common flu n cough...haiz...the weather has been so bad these days....guess tt contribute to y i'm sick ba.....
I managed to c him on sat evening.....he booked out at 12 noon on sat....n surprisingly his dnd session was cancelled...so he came in the evening to kallang n watched my competition....yay!!! i was so happy when i saw him coming tt i lose my concentration...haha....bowled two terrible bowls...haha...bt is been a long time since he came down to kallang n support me le...miss those kind of feeling...i won 1 game n lost 1 game in the end...by the time everything ended...it was like 10 plus le...he jus sent me hm...and by the time i reach hm is 11 plus le...so late!!! but i dun mind....at least i can to spend some time with him...
Due to the gathering on sun...i could not really spend time with him...but i managed to find time to meet him just b4 the gathering....we din do much...is was jus like 3hrs kind of thing...we met 4 breakfast...at eunos....it was the 1st time we actualli had breakfast together at eunos market...lol...we always wanted to have breakfast together...but din get round doing it...always so lazy to wake up early...n usually i'm grounded on suns...if not for his NS....i still can't go out on sun...bt i talked to my mum abt it...and asked her to allow me to go out on sun....sry mum....but everytime i'll do hse wrk b4 i go out...hope u can understand...n continue to let me to go out on sun...plsssss....but anyways...after having breakfast...we took 63 n went funan to buy some stuff b4 heading home to meet my mum to go the gathering....sighs...can't c him anymore until nxt wkend le....
2dae, i jus felt like picking up the phone n call him....bt i noe i can't...he wun be able to pick up....whenever i'm sick...i jus feel like toking to him....seems like hearing his voice can make me feel betta....guess i just to have wait 4 him to call me 2nite....think he ping shi tai cong wo le...ba wo gei cong huai le....miss u dear....
Shi yun dear....me and cw will meet 4 lunch tmr afternoon....and will help u buy the sandals..so no worries ks....n i'm happy 4 u....cos at least u can get to c him 4 a while....but i noe sometimes we will tend to be greedy....i noe i'm greedy...although i get to meet him 4 a couple of hours...bt it neva seem enuff...so half an hr is realli short...bt u gt friends with u...and 1 wk will pass quickly....so take care my dears.....
6:00 pm
Friday, May 06, 2005
2dae is fri!!! in addition....is not a normal fri....2dae is my 21st mths together with him....=)...but anyways, i'm nt sure whether i can to c him anot...cos i haf my singles compeition tmr n sun got the COMPULSORY gathering....sighs....i really hope can at least c him 4 a while....hope 4 the best ba....
actually i'm not exactly happy as well...because i'm worried for my shi yun dear...i know she's upset as roy can't book out n cos of the letters thing...but i dunno hw to help her...i jus hope she can get wat she wanted...wish u all the best of luck my dear....jiayou!!!! if u wan....or when u needed someone to tok to...u can call me...although it will be different from toking to him...but i hope at least it will help you abit...take cares my shi yun dear...and all my dears too.....
6:04 pm
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Last nite i recieve a letter from NUS le...i'm being accepted into NUS Arts and Social Science faculty...although previously i already decided that i wanted to go NTU Chinese faculty le...but since i got the offer from both Universities...i think i should give it some time to consider before i put down my decision...But in any case, i'm set on studying chinese and nothing else le...
I was toking to him on the phone last nite...he called me at 9pm! i was surprised to recieve his call at that time cos is nt his free admin time yet....he actually can call me that early...haha...i was so happy...over the moon i would say...=p...i kept asking him why he can call so early...b4 i recieved his call...i was playing with my hp actually...den suddenly i saw his name flashing on the hp screen...couldn't believe it manz....haha...Den he was telling me that actually i'm quite "famous" in his section...i was like HUH????ME?????FAMOUS??????IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!cos i always tot myself to be low profile in sch....he told me it's like a gathering there sort of thing...u suddenly realise alot of pple from cjc n vs...(he was from vs in case u wonder)..den he say when he mentioned my name...there's actually pple who noe me but whom i dunno...haha...farnie leh...i'm like super duper low profile lah....wat does all my dears think?i dun think i noe alot of pple in cjc...bt jus happen tt levisha dear's (my cjc classmate) cousin is in the same company as him...is really a small world huh?
Okay...tt's all folks....nothing abt 2dae....cos is another working day loh....bt i haf training at SCC 2nite tho...been going training quite often these days...3 times a wk...guess i can afford this kind of time nw but nt when i go into uni le...so try to get more involved nw loh...
12:35 pm
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
sighs...todae is jus another working day after a long wkend with him...i wouldn't say the wkend was fun or great...bt is sufficient 4 me....i'm contented le...i'm still not used to his "new look"...he's more tanned nw...aNd of cos...no hair...haha....in the past he will be jus so lazy to do anything to his hair...nw even he wans to do anything to it aso no chance le....haha....i mean i have to start pinning 4 the nxt wkend le...i noe i'm veri fortunate as i get to hear his voice every nite n get to meet him during wkends...but this wkend i may nt c him or maybe if i do, is only 4 an hr or so..cos on sun i have to attend this family gathering where attendance is COMPULSORY ! ....sighs...i hope i can try to get out of it 4 a while jus to meet him 4 a while...dunno le...shall nt think abt it yet...actualli i do noe tt i'll get used to it eventually n is jus a passing phase....is oni like 4 2 mths...will pass veri fast...bt sometimes my emotions jus get over me?seems like my mind is always having a battle with my emotions...
den 2dae got to run dwn to novena square to collect a ATM card 4 a STUPID n MEAN customer....den after tt need to run dwn to another place to collect the pin 4 the card...and i haf to HAND deliver both the card n the pin to her office personally...n she even stated the time 4 delivery lah! i was like wat the loh...i'm aso busy with other wrk too...she jus refuse to collect herself...yes...i understand tt we have to provide gd customer service...bt is realli out of the way le...den 2nite still have training....
chery baby....i wasn't exactly blaming u...bt cos i tot u wana have lunch with me...so i din join my in-charge 4 lunch...like sort of leave her alone 4 lunch...i felt bad abt it...bt is okay...in the end, i bought lunch back to office....n w/o golden shoe ( a food ctr in case u wonder) as it close 4 renovation...there's no more cheap food like 2 bucks anymore in this cbd area le...haiz...my cost of living is getting higher...*heart break*...u will understand when u have to eat out everyday....jus can't afford fast food everyday which is aso like 6 bucks a meal?i'm trying to keep my expenses dwn to below 10 bucks everyday (which includes dinner n lunch)....gd food r oni 4 wkends i guess....
1:12 pm
