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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

刚被人说我肥！
亨！
在此我郑重宣布，我受到打击了！
将积极进入减肥计划！！等着瞧！

11:04 pm

Friday, December 21, 2007

Work has finally concluded...really grateful for that =)

today was my last day of wrk and i was being posted to a damn ulu place where not much of customers...so i'm out of job..dun even need to sell anything lorz...cos nobody! So all i was do was fold boxes...and the place is machiam like their warehse lahz...so count stock until siaoz..the legendary guy of awful tok to me 2dae..haa! heard frm the main gers tt he oni tok to gers that he thinks is pretty...hohoho...lolz...k k..me bhb....weiting brought me gd stuff frm japan!had dinner with her...cos the place is jus in front of her hse =/

I'm totally tired! 脚软！cos i ran and ran and ran and ran and ran and ran...long story..haa....

10:30 pm

Monday, December 17, 2007

you jus never fail to upset me..thank you veri much!! you sux!

8:24 pm

Went out todae to offer some opinion..haha...saw tis fossil watch..damn nice!!! haha...act i dun really go for brands for watches..in fact all my watches are like $5,$10 or at most $20...lolz...bt mummy says liddat geng bo hua..cos spoil easily..so all tis little marnie acts up is enuff to buy one gd one..bt gd ones are really ex!! my god...i din check out the price for the one i saw..bt i guess shld need four 50 notes ba..mabbe haf change...dunno..haha

And i walked the whole bedok central jus to find one hp pouch..haha..cos i wana find one tt gt double zip which is act quite rare..really...nt bluffing...and some more i wan pink! haha..so finally i found one!! so nice!! and is oni $3.90..buy one get one free! wohooo!! so happie!!

awfully choc is really awful!

6:44 pm

Saturday, December 15, 2007

注：这篇日记只是纯粹要抒发自己的情感，完全没有要给任何指定的人阅读的意思。

对不起，也许是我不够敏感，所以可能在表达方面何在处理事情上面做的不够好，没有顾及到你的感受。也因为没有经历过你所受的苦，所以无法体会你的心情与处境。。。因此你可以恨我，拿我来出气，当箭靶。。。但我问心无愧。。。我对于他没有恨意，并不代表我支持他，或站在他那边。。。只是我们的处境与机遇都不同。。。其实，我没有设定立场，也没有要偏帮哪一方，但是，也可能因为如此，让你视我为“他者”。。。“他者”就是指你认为与你不同的人或群体，并且视他为具有杀伤力。。。而这“他者”也因此成为你发泄的对象。。。我知道这件事对你的伤害很大。。。你正在尝试以你自己的方法去处理于接受。。。

这份感情我珍惜过，努力过。。。但最后还是无法抓住。。。你们也说过这是没办法的事，我还能说什么？

我知道无论我怎么做，说什么都于事无补，反而会越描越黑。。。

8:51 am

Monday, December 10, 2007

i need some answers...i hafta decide soon...i dunno wat to do...shld i stay anot?shld i go anot?i feel like going..bt seems like it will be only me who will be gg...is it worth it?i nearly sent tt mail jus nw...jus haf tt chong dong...bt i held it dwn..i din send it..is still in the drafts folder nw...i noe this reply does nt represents any concrete decision...is jus to 'chop' a place..bt do i even wana do tt in the 1st place?cos i dun even noe shld i go..everyone has decided...except me..i hate myself for being so wishy washy on tis..cos usually i'm veri decisive on everything else..seems like no one can help me..or mabbe willingly to..i tot i could ask u for opinion..bt u had to go..wasn't able to ask..deadline drawing near..

现在的心情好孤单。。。有被遗弃的感觉。。。其实，从考完试到现在，心里一直都不踏实，生活更在最近的一个礼拜里是一团糟！我知道是因为这一份工。。。它就打乱了我的生活。。。我有很多想要做的事情但就需要这份微薄的工资来支撑。。。其实，我应该要学会满足。。学会放下。。
i feel like i'm jus like a walking zombie..一切都毫不真实。。

10:26 pm

Sunday, December 09, 2007

慢慢开始想你了。。。
尤其是在看到你网上日记。。。就更想你了！

讨厌！！

希望你一切都好。。每天要快乐地过噢！！

11:54 pm

Spot the diff! Hahaha [P.S. there is only one diff lahz..LOLz..bt there's smth diff abt me =p]

11:40 pm

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Everyone is going away....
Dearie n mings went bangkok today..for SEA games..
chiu n mel gg taiwan..
weiting n kor kor gg japan...
hmm..i wana go too~

11:26 pm